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Cussed Edmund: I by no means lacked motivation regardless of shedding ‘a little bit of function’

Former World No. 14 speaks candidly about left knee damage, which required three surgical procedures

October 23, 2024

For years, Kyle Edmund awoke with a transparent function: tennis. It was the Briton’s childhood ardour, the heartbeat of his each day routine and the drive behind each choice.

However then, a left knee damage hindered Edmund whereas within the type of his life and his rhythm was shattered. Days as soon as outlined by sweat and technique was a tedious grind of rehab, leaving a void within the 29-year-old.

“Then, with out taking part in tennis, it’s type of like what am I waking up for?” Edmund informed ATPTour.com at this week’s MarketBeat Open, an ATP Challenger Tour occasion in Sioux Falls, South Dakota. “I’m actually simply waking as much as do some rehab.”

Edmund has tasted a few of the highest highs an expert tennis participant can expertise. He ascended to career-best No. 14 within the PIF ATP Rankings in October 2018 amidst an eight-month span within the Prime 20. That was the identical 12 months he reached the Australian Open semi-finals and received his first of two tour-level titles.

However the previous 4 years have been a far completely different story. Edmund underwent his first of three surgical procedures on his left knee in November 2020. The second surgical procedure — which was the most important process of the three — got here in March 2021 and the ultimate operation was in Could 2022.

It has been a troublesome, at occasions emotional, battle for Edmund, whose calendar was solely marked with the phrase ‘rehab’ for a lot of the previous few years whereas his colleagues competed weekly throughout the globe. In 2021, Edmund didn’t play a single match.

“You lose a little bit of function, begin questioning what to do and all these sorts of issues. There are a couple of moments the place you’re simply actually down and also you get a bit emotional,” mentioned Edmund, who additionally suffered a left wrist damage in 2023, although it didn’t require surgical procedure. “You might have your loved ones or coaches round you to have a bit little bit of a launch and type of say, ‘What a garbage scenario it’s’.”

Now Edmund is on the comeback path. For the previous two seasons, he has labored exhausting on the ITF and ATP Challenger Tour stage with a rating persistently exterior the Prime 400. He’s presently at World No. 334 within the PIF ATP Rankings, his greatest place since June 2022.

Edmund is on monitor to play greater than 50 matches throughout all ranges for the primary time since 2018, a step in the correct path for the North Yorkshire native, who aspires to play on the ATP Tour once more.

“I by no means lacked the motivation, which was good. There have been simply occasions I didn’t really feel there was any progress,” Edmund mentioned. “Even when it’s tiny progress, at the very least it looks like you’re transferring however there have been occasions the place I simply was like nothing was taking place and that was exhausting. I knew although by doing nothing, I wasn’t going to get higher. I used to be fairly decided to maintain going.”

Regardless of the frequent difficult moments, Edmund’s willpower grew to become his best asset whereas recovering.

“In my head, I used to be at all times fairly cussed,” Edmund mentioned. “The stubbornness doesn’t assist me in different issues, but it surely’s a great trait to be cussed with the rehab as a result of it was a giant a part of my motivation to at all times be like, ‘Yeah, I’m doing this! I’m going to do as a lot as I can to get again. There can be a day the place I’m again on court docket’.”

The prolonged absence might tempt a former Prime 20 participant to hold up the racquets and discover a brand new path, however for Edmund, being sidelined reminded him of his ardour for the game.

“I feel whenever you’ve been out that lengthy, you then realise why you’re doing it. There’s much more alternatives to say, ‘I’m alright, I’m going to do one thing else now’ as a result of there’s a motive there,” Edmund mentioned. “However I feel once I’ve caught at it for a very long time, it confirmed me that I do truly need to do it.”