“I expressed frustration in a method I’m not happy with,” she wrote. “My intention was by no means to intention the ball at anybody, however merely to launch my frustration by bouncing it on the bottom. I instantly apologized to the ball boy, and we made eye contact, and famous to one another once I expressed remorse that it occurred close to him.”

Swiatek went on to contextualize her emotional experiences, referring to her optimistic doping check and ensuing suspension, which served to sabotage her 2024 season.

“Secondly, relating to emotional expression: the second half of final yr was extraordinarily difficult for me, particularly as a result of optimistic doping check, and the way circumstances fully past my management, took away my likelihood to combat for the best sporting targets on the finish of the season. “This compelled me to rearrange sure issues inside myself. Within the Center East, nonetheless, it struck me exhausting that my optimistic check consequence case, lacking two extremely ranked tournaments in October, and final yr’s distinctive outcomes will maintain affecting my rating and mainly take away my likelihood for primary. This realization deeply upset me. You possibly can see this on the court docket in Dubai.”

Her phrases reveal a extremely aggressive mindset, and in addition a little bit of fragility with regards to listening to – and listening to – adverse commentary about her.

Sadly, it’s a quite common thread that many gamers encounter as they face a maelstrom of on-line criticism from keyboard critics.

“I do know that enjoying whereas caught in previous frustrations, over issues past my management, isn’t the suitable path,” Swiatek wrote, including:

“After I’m extremely targeted and don’t present many feelings on court docket, I’m known as a robotic, my perspective labeled as inhuman. Now that I’m extra expressive, displaying emotions or struggling internally, I’m all of the sudden labeled immature or hysterical. That’s not a wholesome commonplace, particularly contemplating that simply six months in the past, I felt my profession was hanging by a thread, spent three weeks crying every day, and didn’t need to step on the court docket.

“In the present day, after the whole lot I’ve been via, I’m nonetheless processing and coming to phrases with these experiences.